NEW YEAR

So happy new year kids.

I had one hell of a blow out for 05... It was a long lasting celebration, that I actually remember.

Now I just got to learn my lesson's from last year, and try apply it all for 06. Last year was a hell of year, and I seemed to fall on my face repeatedly. Mistakes happen, but repeating them is just pathetic. So that's my first resolution, no more repeating mistakes leggy! 05 was also a year of some small steps in personal growth. I have learned to live on my own, no roommates, no girlfriends, no help. It's a huge change for me, and it has helped me become a better person. I still have a long way to go. So number two... Keep on truckin Lego, you'll only get better at managing your money(I hope) and learing who you really are, (find the real you). Lastly 2006 was a year of heartbreak. I have spent all of it single, and I spent it hanging on to fools hope... The girl of my dreams struggled with letting me go, but ultimately, she made a good choice and left. It forced me to see, and still see a lot of things that need to change. Still in a tailspin, I am learning that I need to give, with out expectation of getting something back. By give, I mean anything; love, money, time, and other favors. So this year, I need to learn to take risks again, break the wall I built, learn to be happy in loneliness and to stop trying to control outcomes.

2005 had more setbacks for me than positives. But I plan to remain optimistic and hopefully 2006 will be my best year yet. So here's to the new year, I hope all is well with you, and that in this time of renewal you make the best of it...